I never thought I could be this calm, hurt, and angry all at the same time. My heart is breaking. I don’t understand what I did to you. You say you need space. I want to respect you and give you that but I want to be with you cause the thought of losing you is so scary. My world is shattering all around me and I don’t know what to do. Please give me patience. I know no one will read this but there is something very therapeutic about writing down your feelings.